Heylo

Hi lovely mum!!
Hows it going?? I am struggling to motivate myself today, keep thinking about you and how much you went through when you were studying, not really helping though.
Watching dancing on ice now while I write to you, know you wouldn't have done that, but I'm in my own world when I try to work :(
I have soooooo much to do, I have my MA dissertation, 2 other MA assignments plus 2 PGCE assignments, I know you would say that I should take every opportunity offered to me, just maybe not all at once eh??
Dad is doing my head in, I really hope you can see it all, I'm just not sure whether I should stay away, gran is really upset by him and I want to be there for her but it's hard, she's not anywhere near over loosing you and she is so poorly, I think its going to kill her and I don't know what to say about it. Grandad is finding it hard and he's stopping being so vocal or as fun.
Awww mum, I just miss you a million, I want to talk to you and hear what you would say. I have been having awful nightmare and have woken up crying a few nights, it's rubbish, I'm fed up of worrying, plus I've started spazzing out again. Scary!!
Miss you so much, I love you!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxx


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