Hope your ok, well not sure if I told u about London, we went to see Jersey Boys, dad took us for my birthday and paid for me, Jam, Paul, Claire, him, SuBo and Therese to go for the weekend.
First the good - Jersey Boys was absolutely amazing!! Therese was awesome, PJ and Claire were so much fun!! And it was lovely to be in London with James :) you would have really enjoyed Jersey Boys, I know you would have been up and dancing!!!
The bad - dad was just acting like a right moron, he couldn't wait to get away from the rest of us, as soon as we got on the train he was all over SuBo and then all weekend he couldn't wait to get away from us, I tried to hold his hand and say thank you for taking us away and he shrugged me off to go back to her!! When I asked him about it he said that she was upset so he had to talk to her, because she realised she didn't have her family round her!!
He then asked me how I would feel about him moving her and her daughter in and I said I might distance myself, it would be really weird, I know that house wasn't really mine but it feels like it and it's where you lived....and to be honest I don't like going anywhere and also i want to distance myself because he makes me feel awkward when he is around her, he's obviously not bothered about us. Well Paul disagrees, I'm not sure whether he really thinks she is ok or whether he is just saying what he thinks dad wants to hear so he can just move out on alright terms. Dad is making everything so difficult and rubbish, I just want to not bother with him but I can't really do that.
Plus he is not even bothered about Gran, uncle ray is using little grains money to build a granny flat on his house to move her into, it's so the wrong thing for gran, she is finally settled in alston lodge and she needs loads of care and she is rubbish if she is left by herself, plus she gets up 4/5 times a night so who is going to do that, they are so just doing it for selfish reasons. I know that you would say something if you were still here, so I feel like I should say something. I feel like they wont take me seriously and I wont have dads support, its really hard!!!
My MA is going sooooooo well, I had a really good lecture last night, it was my favourite lecturer and it was about young offenders and how they explain away their actions.
I miss you, I want to tell you all this stuff and I can't, I know how lucky I am to have James and Therese and a job I love but I still miss you a lot!!!
Love you always!!
Xxxxxxx
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