Hello,
So it's been 2 years since you left us. It's gone quickly and slowly at the same time. Still miss you more than ever, so much has happened that you should have been here to share, so much that we needed your advice for and your guidance. We've managed though, we always will. Things are good here, I'm fine, being pregnant is weird but wonderful, can't wait to be a mum like you.
I'm going to go to your stone today i think, although I realise you would probably prefer us to remember you in any way other than crying at a rock for you. Therese said that's because your not really there, she's right but your not really anywhere...I love you.
Miss you.
Jen.xxxxx
Friday, September 16, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Big news
Hey mum,
Hope your ok, well I'm sure you already know but I'm pregnant!! I'm quite terrified, I dread to think what you would say if you were here!!I am happy and I adore Jam, he is soooo happy about it. I've to,d work and stuff, dad didn't really know what to say, and sue sent me a really sweet text. Gran didn't seem very excited, i don't know if it had sank in, it hasn't with me. Its very surreal and I haven't got my head round the idea of a little baby living with me and depending on me and everything!! This is it now, forever!!
Eeeep, mum, I'm scared, j hope I can cope, I'm sure I can. I need to not be a drama and just take it all in my stride!
I love you millions, hope your happy.
Xxx
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Hope your ok, well I'm sure you already know but I'm pregnant!! I'm quite terrified, I dread to think what you would say if you were here!!I am happy and I adore Jam, he is soooo happy about it. I've to,d work and stuff, dad didn't really know what to say, and sue sent me a really sweet text. Gran didn't seem very excited, i don't know if it had sank in, it hasn't with me. Its very surreal and I haven't got my head round the idea of a little baby living with me and depending on me and everything!! This is it now, forever!!
Eeeep, mum, I'm scared, j hope I can cope, I'm sure I can. I need to not be a drama and just take it all in my stride!
I love you millions, hope your happy.
Xxx
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Sunday, September 4, 2011
Hey
Heylo,
Hope your ok.
I'm fed up, it's stupid I'm sure but I'm quite fed up of my lack of friends. the stupid Leyland 6 are always together. I can't be bothered with them, they are so bitchy and backstabby but at least they have each other. I only seem to have amanda and James and rick. And to be honest I don't want to do anything anyway, I just want to sit in the house and curl up, I'm really down, I thunk it's partly to do with you, partly to do with being burgled and partly because I'm mainly a loser.
Probably just having an off day, had a fight with jam, all my fault obviously and I just feel a bit unhappy!!
Everything really is good, I am pretty happy, work is going well and jam is (normally) wonderful.
I miss you, more than anything you are wonderful and I think you going has affected me more than I ever want to say :(
Love you millions.xxxx
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Hope your ok.
I'm fed up, it's stupid I'm sure but I'm quite fed up of my lack of friends. the stupid Leyland 6 are always together. I can't be bothered with them, they are so bitchy and backstabby but at least they have each other. I only seem to have amanda and James and rick. And to be honest I don't want to do anything anyway, I just want to sit in the house and curl up, I'm really down, I thunk it's partly to do with you, partly to do with being burgled and partly because I'm mainly a loser.
Probably just having an off day, had a fight with jam, all my fault obviously and I just feel a bit unhappy!!
Everything really is good, I am pretty happy, work is going well and jam is (normally) wonderful.
I miss you, more than anything you are wonderful and I think you going has affected me more than I ever want to say :(
Love you millions.xxxx
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