Well I made the counsellor cry!! I didn't cry, just her!! I think I was so determined not to cry that I looked really hard and mean and like i was bottling it up, so she did it for me. She was less weird today, didn't feel as patronized because she actually spoke back!! I like her more now, think I'll try and stick at it, no harm in trying i guess!!
It's weird talking about you all the time though, made an interesting point today though that you never really lost anyone you care about, i wonder how you would have coped?? Let me tell you it's a hell of a lot harder actually 'just getting on with it' that it is telling other people to do it!!
Paul is graduating today!! I'm so proud of him, he is kicking ass!!! I wish i could have gone but it was late notice, grandad is going though, how ace is that! Paul will like it that Grandad is there!!
Miss you mum, more and more everyday, wish i could phone and tell you about ricks brother and stuff, well that's for another entry!!
Love you.
Xxxx
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