MA and pregnant!!

Heylo lovely mum!!

God I miss you, I hate how much I still do, just woke up from the most mundane dream of planning your birthday meal with you over Facebook chat (through dads Facebook obviously) and it's just horrible. I loved doing that with you.

Things are going well, I passed my MA!!!!!!!!!! So proud, I know you would be amazingly proud!! I never even used those extenuating circumstances we talked about, I just did it. It was hard and challenging but I got there, I can't believe I did!!!

I think I already told you I'm pregnant, I've had a million conversations with you in my head about it anyway!!! It's going fine, I had a scan at 6 weeks because I was bleeding but everything was fine, dads found my cot for me, I can't believe you kept it all this time. Thank you. grandma S has been irritating, after being asked to tell no one i found out she told Jean with the red lips, Anne (?) and sone woman who makes cakes and gran p, who told all the pickups and quirks who are lovely but I would have preferred didn't know!!

Dads still going on about money all the time, I said I didn't understand how Sue had earned 25% of the house, I don't to be honest but what can I do, it's up to him.

PJ's not doing great, Claire still lives up here and he's not the happiest, he's doing fine but he just loves her and wants her back!!

Oh mum, everything would just be a bit better if you hadn't died, I love you millions and billions!!!xxxxxxx