Hey

Hey,

I know ive not written in ages. I just wanted to let you know I love you and miss you, I'm enjoying being married and everything is just fine :)
I really miss you mum, I think it's getting harder some how, the times between the feeling shit are getting longer but the feeling shit is getting worse.
I can't sleep very well at the moment, I had a really vivid dream about you last night, we were emptying the bins at Hesketh road, I was fetching the little ones and you had the big one to put it into but you weren't acknowledging me, I don't know whether you couldn't or you wouldn't but I woke up feeling terrible. I don't know what that means or if It means anything, I wish you would talk to me in dreams or I would have the chance to tell you how great you are.
I love you mum, your the bestest person I could ever hope to know, I hope I'm making you proud.xxxxxxxxx


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