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Hi mum,
Hope your ok, miss you.
Went to Dads on Friday. It was OK, bit weird, he put lots of pictures of you everywhere and he had been to booths to show them pictures of you, you would have gone mad!!
It was quite nice though, lots of people turned up, I felt awkward, James was working so I was a bit on my own....then when he picked me up I was a bit drunk and didn't want to go home and he was knackered. We ended up having a massive fight! I think I have been a bit unfair to him this week, I've just felt rubbish and angry and stuff and vie taken it out on him, I don't want to end up like Bolton but I wouldn't blame him if he buggered off!!
Starting teaching this week, got a load of students I haven't met yet tomorrow. Little bit nervous but I think I have prepared ok, it should be good :)
Not heard any more about dads girlfriend, I don't think I want to, i yelled at him the last time we tried to talk.
Just been going through loads of stuff we are going to sell and we a getting rid of our old phones. I keep finding loads of texts off you, just mundane stuff, like arranging to have coffee and stuff. I wish I was up to the stage where I can remember them for the good times they were instead of feeling sad and missing you and it being another thing I'll never do with you or another thing I'm missing out on. I hope i get there soon, and that I can stop being sad.
Just about finished my latest MA assignment and I'm officially enrolled on the PGCE in HE, this year is going to be a lot of work but I'm really excited about it, I like being busy with stuff I know I can achieve :) guess I'm more like you than I like to admit :p
I love you!! Miss you.
Xxxxxx



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