Wow, you would have been 50 today!!! I do realise you would kill me for telling the www your age!! It's not exactly old though, is it?? I don't get it, I don't understand how someone as healthy and active as you can be dead! Cancer is just a horrible horrible thing! I'm going to come to your stone soon, I've been growing sunflowers, you would be well proud, I've looked after them and everything!! So I'm going to repot one and put it near your stone, I think the pot I have bought is going to be to small though, oh well, I'll plant it in the grounds if it gets too big :) had a bit of a rubbish week so far, can't stop thinking about you and your birthday. I am trying to be strong but at my MA last night I just couldn't focus!! In glad i'm not at work today, think I would have been rubbish! James has all these plans he wants to do, go to the beer festival and Plymouth but I just want to sit and cry, I've not done that yet but I feel really guilty being miserable!!
I'm going out with Rik tomorrow and I'm really excited about that so it should be good :)
I saw gran on Sunday, she looks bloody awful!!! They have put her steroids back up to 5 and she's puffy and pale and looks really poorly :( quite morbid too, I think she thinks she doesn't have long left!
At least she gets to see you.
I love you millions, hope your having a fab birthday wherever you are.xxxx
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