Long wait

Hello!!

Feel like I've not done this for ages!! Having a bit of a random week this week, job security is looking awful, I got that lecturers job, but everyone else that got one have been given backword because they can't afford to pay them. Ali said I should keep quiet, don't want mine getting rid of! Not a good situation tho, if were still in ISCRI in July, I won't have a job :(

James bloody mother is getting worse, she ebayed a load of Terrys stuff that Jam said he wanted, I mean, who does that??dad wouldn't have got rid of anything of yours without asking me!! She is such a selfish bitch, then apparently age has said that she won't come to our wedding if Clare doesn't come, fine by me, means I've got a reason for neither of then to come! I just think it's incredibly selfish, it's our wedding but already she's making it about her!!!

Went for a blood test too, should get the results soon, they thought I might have an underactive thiroid, would explain why I'm always tired and why I'm so fat, probably won't be that though, I imagine there is nothing wrong with me.

I've really been missing u this week mum, I keep emailing and your address pops up, I would like nothing more than to email u and get a reply!! Ask you what I should do about a million things or tell you the latest funny thing grandma did! It's crap that your not here, and it's still weird that your not. I'm not sure it will ever feel normal or that I really want it to!!

Love you millions and more.xxxxx


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